Me.

I am what I am today because of the choices I made yesterday.

Broken.

Broken hearts are love aching. it’s not a fun thing

It’s inescapable, it’s a familiar song we all sing

It happens when your hurt and the pain digs down deep

The memories will stay and forever we’ll keep

When a loved one is lost or a partner doesn’t stay

Our hearts are in pain, it’s the price that we pay

Anxiety kicks in and the pain hits you hard

Your mind is attached and left permanently scarred

But they say what doesn’t kill you will only make you grow stronger

Have faith, it takes time! Just wait a little bit longer.

Over a partner, be confident and know that it wasn't meant to be

You're amazing, they lost out and will make them see!

Sorry Shailey, I really am having a hard time with this so ill just stop now… haha

BUT…

I will share another thing I came across yesterday!

Somewhere there is someone who dreams of your smile,

Who finds in your presence that life is worthwhile.

So when you are lonely, remember its true,

That somebody somewhere is thinking of you!

back to basics

lets see how fast I can write on this subject. its 13:20 right now. ready, go.

Fundamentals are key with anything. Knowing your basics will help with a strong beginning to whatever it is you're doing. Lots of times, people like to skip steps and get away with half ass jobs. It works sometimes, but not always.

A while back I wrote about how I've grown to not expect anything from anyone. Less hurt feelings and it's just more of a suprise when something happens! I've kinda forgotten about that and guess what? "Emotions are lame." You make plans with people and they stand you up! Not even a phone call. No answer back to texts? Yea. I was kinda sad about it at first. Then I thought back to what I developed growing up. Sucks that I'm about to say this, but its time to build that wall back up. oh well. life goes on people grow up and grow apart. sheit happens! : P

oh and its now 13:22

not that long but still just came out like it was nothing.

busy bee.

The last 2 weeks have been crazy busy for me. I know I said in my last write that I would write everyday, but that definitely didn't happen. In regards to being busy, my room's a mess! I've only been home lately long enough to either change my clothes (and just leave them on the floor) or to sleep.

Sunday to Sunday recap.
Last Sunday was shopping and hanging out on nw 23rd. Followed by a bbq and spending the night at my cousins.
Monday work then went to the fair (for free)
Tuesday work then went to the fair AGAIN (and again for free)
Yesterday was super's bday dinner! Work, ran some errands then went to dinner.
Today work then FOR THE THIRD TIME THIS WEEK going to the fair (and also for the third time, for free)
Tomorrow I'm getting raped by Les Schwabs after work when I go in to get new tires. Gotta have a safe vehicle for Sunday's trip.
Tomorrow night will also include a downtown evening adventure! Greg and Nicky are coming into town and have planned a night out for all there friends here at home.
Saturday I have a wedding to go to.
Sunday Kahneeta!

My schedule is pretty ridiculous if you ask me. I really need some chill out time!
HAH. Maybe next week!