tryin it...

I find myself sometimes just blowing up Facebook with status for no reason. Updates throughout the day as if I know people actually sit there and wonder what I'm doing... I don't know why I feel the need to post sporadically but, I'm going to try something new! This week I'm going to try really hard not to post anything on Facebook, but instead wait till the end of the day and write about all the stuff I would have said. (just all at once and on here not FB.) Later on tonight I'll sit and recap the day and write. We'll see how that goes for me. 1 week!

unobtainable reality.

For the past couple weeks I've been having these amazing dreams...

AMAZINGLY REALISTIC DREAMS!

 I remember every second of them not so much like dreams, but more as if they were memories... Memories that I can look back on to smile and laugh about. I wake up full of emotion, but I know they're only dreams. It's not real...

These dreams confuse the shit outta me sometimes though because as told "dreams are a wish your heart makes."

What happens when your dreams are exactly what you want, but not what you want at the same time? Does that even make sense?

I'm not sure what to think of these dreams. Kinda hot and cold. I guess I'll just have to wait and see where life takes me.